Sunday, June 17, 2018

GOA Diaries

HAPPY... is a 5 letter word but has eternity in it. It is the cheapest and also the dearest in the world. Being happy is easiest and also the toughest. And Goa is the place which can give you epiphany of how bijou the life is for being happy surrounded by plethora of hurdles. A 4 day trip with my consort Pragya aka monitor, my sister Preeti aka sensor and Shelin aka guitar whom i mat first time but mended a relation of lifetime and beyond.

A trip of multiple objectives of giving Preeti moments of joy after year and half of struggle of fathers disease, meeting Shelin about whom i had heard a lot from pragya and to rupture the placid track of monotonous life and blessed ourselves with unadulterated air, overwhelming waves and recharge our nerves with aroma of refined alcohol.

A day before trip was the day of accentuated excitement. Monitor and Sensor prepared munchies for the journey and for 4 days. There I realize that for girls, fun of packing is at pinnacle for them. We started the trip on 13th morning around 7 AM. The destination was 430 km away, but the mesmerizing highway along western Ghats, bountiful waterfalls and mindless gossip made the journey a wormhole to Goa.

We arrived the heavenly destination at around 2 PM. Heart filled with joy and blood picked pace in veins as we saw the majestic view of our hotel. Vivacity got quadrupled as I saw Shelin, the man for whom i heard a lot but it was belittling of his personality to describe him in words. The man with passion... passion for music... passion for joy... passion for love.... passion for life. The first word he murmured pierced my heart and elevated the relation of casual acquaintance to brothers of wolf pack and the words were "welcome to Goa.. aao daru pio".

After warm welcome and unwanted introduction, my eyes fell on scintillating bottle of vodka, legally imported by guitar. Without any thoughts, my brain which rarely controlled by my heart, ordered my legs to grab the pure and sacred alcohol. we started the round of few pegs, cigarettes and endless talks. Its hard to pin point the reason, but from my immaculate heart i confess the potion for unadulterated words was alcohol and friends without benefit.

we discussed the topics tantamount to stars in Milky Way. The life we living, the job we doing, the interest we following, the things we missing.  I was heartily impressed with Shelin's music delight and by knowing his achievement. As we reached the climax of bottle, moments turned from serene to scenic. When thoughts emancipated freely, even the funniest eyes get filled. We shared the thoughts upto 5 pm when me and Shelin got inebriated and made our girls let shout on us. The memories were not quite clear, but a faded picture is that we did the worst webcould. Broke a chair, danced like hobos, sang song on kareoke, shelin put lipstick and cry for love were few among many.

Then we woke up at 9 PM and went to saturday night market. the market was like big carnival. Hundreds of shops of Goan vagabonds looking like big home for hobos. Preeti, as she is shopoholic, went hyperactive. Me and Pragya wandered the streets with no thoughts with exception of to be part of that mystical place for forever.  There we had the most delicious pizza i ever had. The tongue rolled down to my heart and cried for help to taste buds to let forget the aroma and taste of that.

The we drove around the edges of Goa unpurposely, from shrine to shack, meetin global hoi pollai with confetti of smiles all around. the drive with my girl, my closest pals was giving me joy thatcould not be expresses even on canvass as big as universe.

Next day was a slow start with lazy mood. To get a swirl in thrilling waves of arabian sea, we walked to Baga Beach, which i think was a big faux pas. The sun was at its bright, just overhead of us. Loosing a inch of girth of my waist by sweating, we reached to Baga, which was crowded like Bihari train compartment. With a havy heart of Miss Preeti, whose it was first visit to sea, we returned to hotel without exploring the furious waves. on the way, we ate the best maggie i ever tasted, dry and spicy. but the maverick spirit wanted quench thirsting play. So we jumped into the pool. We did all the mischives we could leaving no shame behind us. After Pheleps stunts, yogic pose and sprint runners, we took a tea break. The tea, prepared under the guidance of Mrs pragya was a tea for connoisseurs.

We continued to play till 3 PM. Then we drove to Vagator beach which is famous for its magical sunset. The photographs was the theme of the evening.  The girl with apple and man with DSLR, i think we clicked atleast a zillion pics of trillion emotioj and poses. The men rising high, a man doing shit, a couple in love were few among the many poses. Its not the landing sun, its not the crystal clear water, its not the unforgettable view of coconut trees, but the sluice of happiness was opened by company of four, which was a dream forever. We left the beach after sunset with no predecided destination and no prejudice for drink. On the way we stopped at a hidden gem bar cookoo. Decoration was not opulent, but the open box mind of decorator made it unforgettable. Use of tyre rims, use of sacks, use of jute was beyond the thought of hoi polloi. We had a Hookah there, which Pragya hated and lime juice. After a calm and placid evening there, we reignited our travel engines and wandered the streets of young heaven.

For recharging our taste buds which were killed by pizza the previous day, we halted at Dominos and pizza and garlic bread. The taste made me remind that no matter how much liqour we consume, the actual inebriation comes by eating food of great taste. The day was over for me and Pragya, but was there lot remaning for Preeti and shelin and that is .... Club Cabana. The place which actually brought more closeness in my eternal relation with Pragya. The departure of them was as expected, but the arrival was beyond my wildest dream, which made me smile but made Pragya angrier then ever. Only 3 words she was murmering in unending loop and that were "I want Shelin". The laugh on my face was over thousands tears because I am so helpless to make the perfect couple a reality. Inside it was storm which was not ready to settle until they are united. But the hands of fate are beyond the Karma of mine and I left it on it. I dont have any more details of that night but i think Shelin can put more light on that.

Next day we had plan to exlore the mother nature of South Goa, which is still live and pure, far from adultary of North Goa. The journey was of 80KM. Pragya had little stomachache, but the vivaciy in her heart was not diminished. We reached to Agonda beach at around 2 PM. The beach, one of the most beautifulin world, long flawless coastline, panaromic view of lust green adjucent hillocks and waves of devine music, it was a scenic thought come true. While Pragya was taking rest, me, Shelin and Preeti sat on shack of Velvet Sunset resort. We started  with the round of sacred alcohol branded as Old Monk and the emancipation of thoughts that followed was undefinable and not to be disclosed. The thoughts were many but the words were few. But in few words we had the conversation of life time. Talking with a man of passion like Shelin really encouraged me to break the shackles of monotony and get going towards to spread the halo of your's around the globe. We sat there till 5 till Sun loose its heat and shine.

we moved towrds the ocean of pearls. The water shinning like liquid silver garnished by golden sunlight. We enjoyed there tilll 7 PM. The moment passed like blink of eye. Holding hard in water, hugging tight to feel warmth. It was like an inception to be there forever. That moment made me realize that actual remedy of monotony is calmness of nature... not concrete jungles of mankind. Then we moved towards our resort, relaxed a bit and then moved to serene market, along side Agonda beach. The market was cluster of Global culture, national of deifferent countries settled there, owning bars, pubs, shops. Momemt like there made me feel proud that India hosts global hoi polloi with same love and affection as was thousands year before. There we sat at Bar with live music and decoration like heavenly way through million star of brightest galaxy. The mood was livly but it soon turned malencholic. The day was last of our trip and the cupid and the angel were about to get apart. The eyes were heavy, the voice was shrivvling and the eyes were fille with tears of sad departure.. then we returned to beach shack and started the Bob Marley music with universal healer Ganja. The body was full of energy to enjoy with all, but a storm of departing was ramshackling the carnival of fun. Sat there for around 2 hours, discussing about the best moments which were million and the worst moments which was only one , when me and shelin was highly inebriated. Talked about how to pave the course of personal and professional future, about how and when we will meet again. Night picked its rythem when Shelin started song BAPU TERI, a combination of high beats and immaculate feelings. Me and pragya left at 1.. giving the novice love birds the breeze of endless seas, bed of goan shack and blanket of twinkling stars. Though i was not there with them, but could feel the pain and smiles running simultaneously in their eyes

Next morning, the last morning of togetherness, we woke up at 7 AM and left the blissful land at around 9 .. we drove back to North Goa and dropped Shelin as his flight was of midnight.  He rented a superb room with kitchenette, ac and other amenities. After settling him, we were at point too say adieu to our companion. ... though just a causal friend when mat, now having brotherhood running through veins. A crazy idea of eloping them both passed my mind, but I forbid myself thinking of mom and dad. With heaviest heartm we said bye to him, pleading to meet at least once in year... to behold our amity... our friendship... our BROTHERHOOD

one the way back, we stopped at thadi near amboli ghat for maggie and tea. The mystique view, cool breeze and tangy aroma recharged our damped spirit. With continous drive of 8 hours, we reached to Baramati at around 9Pm. Physical trip ended, but still, even after 7 months we are atill on trip.. a trip which keep our hearts and soul in matrix which has no way out. No days goes by without recalling the tomfoolery, the talks, the tag lines of trip. It was a trip of imaginations.... a trip of dreams.. a trip where nothing mattered except care of esch other, where nothing we were striving for except fun.. where mind was at siesta and all events defined by HEART...

THANKS to Preeti, Shelin and my beloved wife Pragya to make me part of a memory which is ever scintillating in universe of my memories...

Friday, January 26, 2018

Trip to Mangalore

A jouney with no plans..., no preprations... no thoughts.... I just woke up at 10 AM. With heart full of boredom, no mood of going for regular monotonous work, thinking of doing something to amuze myself.

Distnace 365 KM.. no prepration, no vehicle check up.. no SOS kit with ourselves.. we left for Mangalore. The beauty of road was at its best. Lush green forest all along the way. First 120 KMs, mega highway, We drove furiously at speed of 100-110 KMPH. Break in middle of dense forest with tea, black and fresh oxygen recharged me as never before. In between, for some Kilometers road was like it has never tasted asphalt and pits on road deeper than even my height, but it could't able to bring even slight deplition in our over flooded enthusiasm. We coutinued and reached Mangalore at around 10:30 PM. It was so joyous to see my closest pal Rumit and Arun after a long time. We  moved to his house, which was a way far from our expection. 3 bedrooms, hall, dining room, kitchen and balocony. Our eyes filled with thrust and heart pumping too hard to move our feet when our sight fell on scintilating Blenders pride bottle.

Fatique vanished and body felt lively again as the lips tasted and nose smelled the aroma of the most refined alchohol. We sat till 2, discussing long about past, college days, present in which we are getting fucked off and about most unpridictable future. Than we had dinner and continuied talking till 4. Moments made me realized that no matter how far are you... no matter how long you dont talk, but the emancipation of thought comes with your teenage friends..

Next day was aslow start, my mate Ram was tried and had little fever, but the vivacity in his heart was no where diminished. We went to Infy SEZ campus of Mangalore. Infy, continuing its legacy in infrastructure, was on hill top, giving a view of whole Mangalore city. A big cricket ground, badminton court, food courts, gym,development blocks, a view in cloudy wheather below hot Sun made me happy within myself as to be part of this company. Considering as completion of tough mission, we retured to home and had hot paranthe with butter. Awesum lunch and a long round of talk afterword continued our leisure activity.In late afternoon , we left for beach. The calm and cool breeze, furious water and setting sun. Heart got mesmerised by beauty of nature. Setting Sun created an inception of to be there, forever. we had a long bath, had our favourite rum and few packets of cigrettes.  Moment passed fast as never before. Supressing our desire of to be in lap of nature forever, we moved with a heavy heart to city. We had a delicious dinner at resturent 'Chutney'. Day passed like a dream come true.

Second was a day of relax, with no other plans except to Malpe beach. Taciturn engineers turned to voracious mates. Had a long round of talk from morning to late afternoon. Had a delicious lunch, few packets of cigrettes and fews pegs. Around 2 PM, we left for Malpe beach. Destination was around 60 KM from city, but the way was amazingly beautiful. We passed through MRPL, Mangalore port, NIT Suratkal. After a drive of 2 hours we reached to one of most beautiful beach of the world. Long coastline, immaculte water and cocunut trees all around. A placid beach, but giving all joys of life. To support the globalization, we approched two foregin girls. They were from Netherland, Anika and Michelle, flawless beauties. We offered them a drink and a disscussion about Amsterdam, the unique city. We continued our maverick games as they left.  Clock seems to be stucked, no other thought in mind,  not more pains.., no more desires... Fullfilling all our desire to be a sprint racer, soccer player, best catcher, shotput thrower and a world class swimmer.. we sat down on white sand with raspberry in hand, seeing the best sun of twilight. After its too dark, we left the from the heavan to city. On the way, we spent a hour at Suratkal beach. Rocky beach, with a functioning lighthouse. A perfect place for friends to have unlimited gossips. As we had some more specials plans for night, we left.

At home, we started with usual but never ending sheen round of raspberry. To give a perfect end to a perfect round of drinks, we had pizza and garlic bread in dinner. Talking continued till late night, with a mixed feeling... pleasure of 3 fantstic days of adventure and demise that we have to leave next morning... Next morning, we had a heavy hearted bye with best pal and departed from Mangalore. On the way we had Pav bhaji in lunch. Best pav Bhaji ever had in South India. Way to Mangalore is all in western ghats with river flowing along.  Continuing our maverick spirit, we parked the bike a one point, rush down from road to 100 meter deep valley to enjoy the fresh water. Spent about a hour there, scene was awesome, chilled rapid flowing water.. no souls all around, far from hoi polloi... felt the joy of qurrentine in lap of nature. We left and continued riding tilll late night to reach the RRR villa.

No plans, no prepration.. we complted the one of the most beautiful journey... meeting a closest pal... always in vicinity of alcohol... immaculate beaches.... lush green western ghats.... Moments came and pass, but in last 3 days, we havent realised how many moments we lived....we realized how many lives we lived in each moment.... In last special thanks to my flat mate Ram, who without any heasitation agreed to move to an unplanned expedition with me....


Sunday, March 21, 2010

crossing the turfs of final year

after 3 years of smiles, jokes, laughter, gief, parties, nightouts and modicum of studies, we are on verge of completing this unforgetable days of engineering.... This is final year and after that, the way is still blurred. As i m not a prodigy or not an assidious towards studies, so m still in catch-22 for what to do.
Catching the trend, i decided to prepare for cat. In initial days of final fantasy, i.e. final year, i started with pace for cat and bunked college nearly everyday. there were regular complains from teachers for short attendence and i performed worst ever in tests. That time i had a fervour towards cat. I was in abyss of aptitude prepration, but in the corner of my heart, i had a panic of depletion in my technical knowledge, that was already not in pleothra. But i least cared for semister studies.
Though i wanna to be at zenith, i myself knew that am not eligible for that.. I was not at all confidence on my skills and my carriculam record is not at all impressive. I was on impasse of what to do. If i could crack the CAT, i would be almost impossible to get through GD and PI. In spite of this agony, i was looking stright forward toward my goal. I dried my monsoon, i burnt my joys, i turned my parties to solitary malencholy moments for my target
But at the same time, i was also submerged in the overflooding preasure of project and training presentation. These all were incresing my tension and B.P. level and decreasing my testosterone level. Though i was peparing intensly, i was ot gettting satisfaction due to my piling load. in mid sept , i got rid of my seminar and got appreciation from my professor. Meantime i booked slot for my CAT exam on 30th nov, delhi

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

what i m doing with my life

I m here again to have my views on the life we choose for ourselves and the lifestyle we are adapting to compete the world. Most of the time we are doing aimless things just to proves ourselves preoccupied. We make our need so indispensable that our easy and effortless life also seems to be hectic for us.
Recent days of life were too dramatic and drastic. these days opened new chapters in my life. Some made me realize what work is, some emphasised on perfection and some cleared thoughts about love. Days passed but the impact on me is unexpected. I am now more interested in my work seriously, i am starving for perfection in my work and finally and most unrealistic that i am missing someone terribly..................
i wish amd i pray that it should not be love, but if that...............



Tuesday, December 9, 2008

politics of India

I am not the first one here to crusade the politics of india. But after facing again again terror attacks, the angerfull heart left with no option other than to blame the no base politics of India.

The latest attack on the hotel THE TAJ filled my heart with anger and fell of insecureness. The Taj attacks clears the situation of our safety in our homes. We are not safe in our homes, on railway stations, trains, buses, hospitals,hotels...etc, so where will a common man will go to find his or her security. And for this insecureness whom can be blaim... i think none other than politics and our political leaders.